Sunday, December 30, 2012

All Things in Jesus' Name, Colossians 3:15-17

All Things in Jesus’ Name 
Colossians 3:15-17
First Sunday of Christmas, 2012
Shiloh Lutheran Church

Whenever we come to a passage of Scripture, it’s important to take note of the context. Paul didn’t write this letter in chapters, and the people who received it didn’t read it in sections as we’re doing. They read straight through it, as we do when we receive a letter. So as we come to a brief passage like this, we need to notice what Paul has been saying up to this point; otherwise we’re in danger of misreading Scripture. And we’ll certainly miss out on much of what is being said.

At the beginning of this chapter, Paul reminds the Colossians of their citizenship in heaven. Because they belong to Jesus Christ, they are no longer citizens of this world. They’ve been crucified with Christ, they’ve died to this world; and they’ve become citizens of heaven. They continue to live in this world, but their relationship with the world can never be what it once was. This is not just theological material for them to discuss over coffee. It’s not just something to agree with in a catechism class. God’s intention is that we live lives consistent with our citizenship, so in verses 5-14, Paul explains how this should affect their conduct.

The point, in these verses, is not just that individual Christians are to model the life of the kingdom. That’s part of it, but he’s saying more than that. All the pronouns throughout this passage are in the plural. Paul is addressing the church. The church, as a body of people called together in Jesus’ name, is to model the life of God’s kingdom, especially in the way we act toward one another: “Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity” (vv. 12-14).

This is what the church is to look like, according to God’s Word. But, of course, the church often doesn’t look like this. The author of the hymn, “The Church’s One Foundation,” recognized this: “Though with a scornful wonder, men see her sore oppressed. By schisms rent asunder, by heresies distressed.” The church is often plagued with disunity, backbiting, gossip, an unforgiving spirit. In many churches, people live double lives because they’re afraid to admit the truth. They pretend that all is well, and that the Lord is doing wonderful things among them, when in reality their lives are so filled with inconsistency that they wonder whether the whole thing is really true at all. There’s no visible evidence in their lives, or in the life of their church, of the reality of God’s grace.

The church is a body of people called together because of our common bond in Jesus Christ. But this common bond that we have in Christ doesn’t automatically lead us to act in loving ways toward one another. These verses we’re looking at today, verses 15-17, emphasize that the church can only model the life of God’s kingdom when individual members are putting Christ at the center of their lives. Our individual spiritual lives and the spiritual health of the church are closely tied together and have a profound effect on each other.

The first thing to notice here, in verse 15, is that when the peace of Christ is ruling in our hearts, we are enabled to live at peace with each other. What does it mean to “let the peace of Christ rule” in our hearts? Paul says, in Romans 5:1: “therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.” Before we were justified we were not at peace with God. We saw Him as our enemy, and we consistently refused to acknowledge His Lordship over our lives. Sin put a barrier between ourselves and God, and this also ended up separating us from one another, and even from ourselves. Sin isolates us.

C.S. Lewis has an interesting illustration of this in his book, The Great Divorce. It’s about a busload of people who travel from Hell to Heaven (and then back again). He describes Hell as a sprawling, dingy town, where people are constantly squabbling. Here’s a conversation he has with one of the people on the bus: “‘It seems the deuce of a town,’ I volunteered, ‘and that’s what I can’t understand. The parts of it that I saw were so empty. Was there once a much larger population?’ ‘Not at all,’ said my neighbour. ‘The trouble is that they’re so quarrelsome. As soon as anyone arrives he settles in some street. Before he’s been there twenty-four hours he quarrels with his neighbour. Before the week is over he’s quarreled so badly that he decides to move....’ ‘And what about the earlier arrivals? I mean – there must be people who came from earth to your town even longer ago.’ ‘That’s right. There are. They’ve been moving on and on. Getting further apart. They’re so far off by now that they could never think of coming to the bus stop at all. Astronomical distances. There’s a bit of rising ground near where I live and a chap has a telescope. You can see the lights of the inhabited houses, where those olds ones live, millions of miles away. Millions of miles from us and from one another. Every now and then they move further still. That’s one of the disappointments. I thought you’d meet interesting historical characters. But you don’t: they’re too far away’” (pp. 18-20). Sin isolates us, it drives us apart from one another.

In Christ those barriers are broken down. We have peace with God; we’re no longer in a state of war with Him. This is the “peace of Christ.” It’s easy to get sidetracked and argue about whether Paul is speaking here about an objective reality or a subjective feeling of peace. But I think he has both in mind. Because we’ve been justified freely by faith, because God has declared us “not guilty,” we are at peace with God. That’s an objective reality; it doesn’t depend on how we feel at the moment. But when we clearly grasp this reality it leads naturally to a sense of peace in our hearts. We’re at rest. We’re able, as Paul goes on to say in Romans 5, to “rejoice in hope of the glory of God.” We’re not anxiously trying to make ourselves acceptable in God’s sight. So, the “peace of Christ” is both an objective reality and the subjective feeling that results from it.

The word translated “rule” is an interesting one. Originally it described the work of an umpire in the games, then it later came to mean “to order,” or “to control.” The New Century Version translates this verse: “Let the peace that Christ gives control your thinking.” The peace that Christ gives is based on the objective reality that God has declared us “not guilty,” purely by grace and not because of any good in ourselves. Paul’s point here is that this is to control the way we act toward one another. Notice how he finishes out the verse: “Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace.” Peterson, in The Message, brings this out well: “Let the peace of Christ keep you in tune with each other, in step with each other.” We’re to act, with one another, as people who’ve been pardoned by grace, who are at peace with God, and who are living in the certainty of a glorious future which is the exact opposite of what we deserve. When we’re tempted to erect barriers between ourselves, we need to remember the truth. We’re citizens of God’s kingdom, and all the old barriers have been broken down in Christ. The peace of Christ is to control the way we interact with each other. Because God has been gracious to us, we show grace to one another.

The second thing here, in verse 16, is that when the word of Christ is dwelling in us richly, we’re enabled to minister to one another. The Biblical view of life in the church is that we are all called to minister to one another; the function of pastors and teachers is to equip God’s people for this work of ministry. But, in ourselves, we have nothing to give. We don’t know what to do, and when we act out of a sense of guilt, thinking “I need to do more, I need to be ministering to others,” it usually doesn’t go well. We often do more harm than good.

Our inadequacy is especially clear when we try to minister to people in crisis. In the early 1980's, some workers from Operation Mobilization, the mission group we served with, were in a serious car accident, and Jonathan McRostie, the leader of the work in Europe, became a paraplegic. While he was still in the hospital, a young member of one of the OM teams visited and informed him that there were only two possible reasons for his condition: unconfessed sin, or lack of faith. Why did he do that? Yes, he was seriously wrong theologically; and yes, he was being incredibly insensitive. But he wasn’t seeking to do harm. He was seeking to minister; he thought he had a word from the Lord, and he was seeking to deliver it.

One of my professors at Messiah College shared that when his wife died of a brain tumor, his pastor called that day and asked if he could come over. George said no, he didn’t feel like talking to anyone. But his pastor said he didn’t want to talk; he just wanted to come over and sit with him. And that’s what he did. He just came over and sat. He didn’t try to give any answers (George knew all of them anyway). He didn’t try to give any advice at that time. George was in the initial shock of grief, and he really didn’t need any advice right then. But he needed the support and presence of another person, and that’s what his pastor gave.

How can we learn to minister to one another? How do we know when to speak and when not to speak? And when it’s time to speak, how do we know what to say to one another? In our culture, which is so obsessed with technique, we tend to think the problem is a lack of expertise. So the natural solution is to make up for this lack by taking a few courses. Then we’ll know more about the Bible and we’ll have a clearer idea of how to minister to others. And this can be helpful. But it’s not the primary thing. The primary thing is to be filled with the word of Christ, to “let the word of Christ” dwell in us richly. It’s not that we fill our heads with God’s word so that we’ll have something to talk about when it’s time to minister. It’s that we need to have our hearts full of God’s transforming Word, so that we’ll be people who are fit to minister to one another.

We “teach and admonish one another” as people whose hearts are full of God’s Word, who are being transformed by the power of the Word. When I was in graduate school, in the Religion Department at Temple University, I often found comfort and encouragement from these words in Psalm 119: “Oh, how I love your law! I meditate on it all day long. Your commands make me wiser than my enemies, for they are ever with me. I have more insight than all my teachers, for I meditate on your statutes. I have more understanding than the elders, for I obey your precepts” (Psalm 119:97-100). God’s Word is powerful. The environment I was in at the time was hostile to faith, but I found God’s Word sustaining me and nourishing me and enabling me to stand firm. Paul is calling us, in verse 16, to be people who meditate on God’s Word. As we lovingly meditate on the Word, we’ll find ourselves ministering to one another naturally.

Singing is the other thing that results from having hearts filled with the word of Christ. “Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly... as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs.” We don’t know the precise distinction between these three terms. It seems likely that “psalms” refers to the Old Testament book of Psalms. Right from the beginning, the early church followed the Jewish practice of praying and singing the Psalms. “Hymns” may refer to written compositions; Philippians 2:6-11 seems to be an example of a very early hymn. And “spiritual songs” could refer to more spontaneous outbursts of praise with music. In any case, God’s people, from the beginning, have been singing people, and they have drawn from a wide variety of styles in their worship. We may not be certain of the precise definitions here, but it is surely significant that Paul finds it necessary to use three terms to describe the singing of the church. We don’t need to argue about which are more appropriate or which are superior for worship. Looking around at creation, we can see clearly that God loves variety. So why shouldn’t our worship reflect something of this? “Psalms, hymns and spiritual songs.” It takes all three to fully express our praise and thanksgiving to God. We impoverish the church when we divide up into factions and think there’s only one acceptable form of worship.

The third thing to notice, in verse 17, is that when we’re living with an awareness of Christ’s lordship, we’re aware that everything we do and say reflects our relationship with Him: “And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus.” It’s easy to lose sight of this in our society, which has such a strong emphasis on personal autonomy, but in everything we do we are acting as members of Christ’s body. We have no idea how far-reaching our actions are. It’s not possible to act on our own without influencing and affecting others. The year I graduated from Messiah College I spent a year working nights as a janitor in one of the buildings there. For awhile, there was a work-study student who worked with me for a few hours each night. He was a very serious Christian, and yet it seemed like he lived constantly under a cloud. He seemed weighted down and burdened. And the first time we had a serious conversation he told me that when he was only 18 months old his father had committed suicide. Nearly 20 years had passed, and he couldn’t even remember his father, but that man’s suicide had cast a shadow over his son’s life.

Our actions have consequences far beyond anything we can imagine. And this is true also in the spiritual realm. In everything we do, we are acting as members of the church, and our actions are either strengthening or weakening the spiritual condition of the body. We need to meditate on this and allow this realization to influence our daily choices. William Barclay has some wise counsel on this point: “One of the best tests of any action is: ‘Can we do it, calling upon the name of Jesus? Can we do it, asking for his help?’ One of the bests tests of any word is: ‘Can we speak it and in the same breath name the name of Jesus? Can we speak it, remembering that he will hear?’” (William Barclay, The Letters to the Philippians, Colossians, and Thessalonians, p. 160).

The church can only model the life of God’s kingdom when individual members are putting Christ at the center of their lives. And individual members can only learn to live with Christ at the center of their lives by entering into the life of the church. Our individual spiritual lives and the spiritual life of the church are closely tied together, and they affect each other far more than we realize. We want the peace of Christ and the Word of Christ to fill our corporate life in the church, and we also want these things to fill our hearts as we live out our lives in the world. And we want to invite Christ’s presence into every area of our lives.

But that’s not where we are, much of the time. And it doesn’t always help to know how far we are from where we should be. Often it just discourages us. So how can we get from where we are to where God calls us to be? First, notice Paul’s emphasis on thanksgiving in these verses. He refers to thanksgiving and gratitude three times in this passage, once in each verse. What would happen to our conflicts in the church if we were intentional in singing “psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in [our] hearts to God?” How would it affect our daily lives in the world if we were diligent in giving thanks throughout the day? Verse 15 is translated, in the New American Bible: “Dedicate yourselves to thankfulness.” Or, here’s The Message: “And cultivate thankfulness.” A spirit of thankfulness won’t just happen. We need to cultivate it. We need to take ourselves in hand, remind ourselves of the truth about ourselves and about God. And we need to say, as the Psalmist says: “I will give thanks to the Lord because of his righteousness, and will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High” (Psalm 7:17). We won’t always feel like it. But as we intentionally give thanks over a lifetime, we’ll find ourselves cultivating a spirit of gratitude.

The second thing we can do is be attentive to the condition of our hearts. When we act in an unkind way toward someone, it will affect us. Pay attention to the condition of your heart when you’re at odds with someone, when you’re disturbed that things aren’t going your way, when you feel outraged because your rights are being violated. When we’re in that condition, the peace of Christ is not ruling in our hearts, and we need to turn to the Lord in repentance. Maybe the other person is wrong, but that’s not the point. The point is this: is the condition of your heart right at that moment pleasing to Jesus, who laid aside His rights to redeem us? Put aside for a moment the question of who is in the right, and attend to the condition of your heart before God. Then you’ll be in a better condition to confront any wrong the other person may have done.

The third thing is that we need to give time to God’s Word. We need to give enough attention to God’s Word to allow it to permeate our lives. A friend of ours spent some time at L’Abri in Switzerland when Francis Schaeffer was still living. She told once of being in a Friday night discussion when someone asked Dr. Schaeffer if he watched movies. He responded “yes, I do, but I wouldn’t if I didn’t read four chapters a day in the Bible.” What was his point? Was he being legalistic? No, he was conscious of how much we’re affected by the things that occupy our minds, and he wanted God’s Word to be the primary influence over his thinking. We need to be intentional in reading and meditating on God’s Word.

And the last thing is that we need to remind ourselves daily that we are not part of this world. We live in this world as citizens of God’s kingdom; we interact with people in this world as ambassadors of the kingdom of heaven. We need to be creative in reminding ourselves of this. And over a lifetime, as we repeatedly draw ourselves back to this fact, we’ll find that more and more this awareness will fill our conscious minds.

In 1978, I was working with a team in India and we spent two weeks with a missionary named A.R. Fromman. He was 92 years old at the time, and he’d been in India for 65 years. He’d been walking with God over a very long lifetime, and he exemplified these qualities more than anyone I’ve ever met. He lived with a constant awareness of the reality of Christ’s presence, and he was overflowing with joyful assurance. But he wasn’t that way at the beginning of his Christian life. He became that way by walking with God, by spending time in His Word, and seeking to apply it to his life. And the interesting thing is that being around him didn’t lead me to put him on a pedestal; it made me want to know God better. He didn’t draw attention to himself; he pointed us to Jesus. There are no shortcuts to the things Paul describes in these verses. These are qualities that become a reality as we cultivate Christ’s presence day by day for a lifetime. That’s what we’re celebrating in this Christmas season: the Word became flesh and lived among us so that we could become citizens of heaven. May God increasingly enable us to seek Jesus with all our hearts and all our strength, to praise and exalt Him above all others, and to invite Him into every area of our lives. And may He enable us to persevere in doing this until that day when we see Him face to face.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

A Mission Born in Prayer, Nehemiah 2:1-10

A Mission Born in Prayer
Nehemiah 2:1-10
19th Sunday after Pentecost
Shiloh Lutheran Church

The sermon this morning is a follow up on last week’s sermon on the power of prayer. That’s why we’re looking at Nehemiah 2 rather than one of the lectionary readings. In The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, by C.S. Lewis, four children are visiting their uncle during their holiday from school. It’s a large old house, full of great places to explore. At one point, visitors come to the house and the children hide in a wardrobe to avoid having to talk to them. But once they enter the wardrobe, they find themselves in another world, the land of Narnia, where they experience many adventures and where the whole course of their lives is changed. They enter the wardrobe to hide, and the things that happen affect them for the rest of their lives. Surprising things happen to them, things they never could have anticipated.

Prayer is like that. When we come before God in prayer, we never know what is going to happen. When we pray, we come into the presence of the One who claims absolute lordship over our lives. We need to know that our prayers may set in motion things that will change the entire direction of our lives. This may not be our intention at all; it may be the last thing that enters our minds at the time. But because we’re dealing with God, our Creator and Redeemer, we never know what might happen when we begin to pray.

Prayer is not a safe, tame activity. When we begin praying, we’re not the ones in control. We’re not in charge. After the children enter the land of Narnia, they begin hearing about Aslan, the King, and learn that He is a lion. So Susan asks, “Is he–quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion.” And the conversation continues: “‘That you will, dearie, and no mistake,’ said Mrs. Beaver, ‘if there’s anyone who can appear before Aslan without their knees knocking, they’re either braver than most or else just silly.’ ‘Then he isn’t safe?’ said Lucy. ‘Safe?’ said Mr. Beaver. ‘Don’t you hear what Mrs. Beaver tells you? Who said anything about safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he’s good. He’s the King, I tell you” (The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, pp. 75-76). God is good, but He is not safe. He’s the King, and He claims absolute lordship over our lives. When we come into His presence, we never know what is going to happen.

And, when we begin crying out to God about a situation that concerns us, we never know when He is going to call us to become part of the answer. That’s what happened to Nehemiah. He began praying to God about the situation in Jerusalem, and then God called him to leave his home and become part of the solution. He had a very good position in the king’s court. Things were going well for him professionally. He had a stable, prestigious job. But when he started praying, God called him to leave all that behind and travel to Jerusalem, a place that was in ruin and disarray. Let’s look at how this all happened in Nehemiah’s life.

The first thing to notice is that it did not happen immediately. He had heard about the problems in Jerusalem late in the fall, and chapter two begins “Early the following spring” (NLT). The events Nehemiah is describing in chapter two came after several months of prayer and waiting on God (you can read about that in chapter 1). Nehemiah didn’t make a hasty decision. He didn’t rush off in foolish zeal. When we were working on the ship Logos, an American pastor and his wife visited for about two weeks, teaching, preaching and ministering to the people on the ship, then they returned home. Several weeks later, they showed up at the bottom of the gangway with their suitcases. They had resigned from their church, sold their home, and traveled to the ship without consulting anyone. No one knew they were coming, and the leaders weren’t quite sure what to do with them. They had been stirred spiritually on their first visit, and when they got home they made a hasty decision to leave everything behind and join permanently. Nehemiah’s decision was not made in haste. He waited for the right moment.

We need to know that God is not in a hurry. He’s not in a hurry in answering our prayers, and He’s not in a hurry about showing us what our part is going to be in the answer. He calls us to continue going about our duties right where we are, to cry out to Him and submit to His lordship. And as we do that, He makes His will clear in His own time. In the late fall, when Nehemiah started praying and fasting, he had a strong concern but it’s unlikely that he had any sense of direction about what he would be doing about the problem. But as he prayed and waited on God, an idea started forming in his mind. As he continued praying, that idea became so clear and unshakable that he just couldn’t get away from it. When the time came to take a definite step, God had prepared him. Those months of waiting and prayer were an important part of the process.

The second thing is that when the right moment did come, Nehemiah needed a great deal of courage to act on his plan. In verse 2, Nehemiah says, “I was very much afraid.” He’s been confronted by the king about his sadness: “Why does your face look so sad when you are not ill? This can be nothing but sadness of heart.” Why does this frighten him? First of all, because his personal sadness doesn’t belong in the king’s court. He’s supposed to be cheerful in the king’s presence; he’s not supposed to be there dragging everyone else down with his personal struggles. In those days when kings exercised absolute power, Nehemiah could have been put to death for allowing himself to show sadness while he was serving the king.

But that’s not the only thing. The king’s question opens the door for Nehemiah to make his request, the thing that’s been weighing on his mind. He’s been waiting for the right moment, and now it’s arrived. It’s not just a private idea any more; Nehemiah is at a point where he needs to step out and act on the things God’s been showing him. There are two opposite dangers when we’re confronted with a situation like this. The first danger is to rush ahead without seeking God’s direction. Nehemiah hasn’t fallen into that danger. But the opposite danger is that we endlessly form ideas that we never act on. We wait on the Lord, like we’re called to do, but then when the time comes to act, we lose our nerve and back down. We get used to waiting and never get out of that mode.

T.S. Eliot has a poem that describes a person like that, “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock.” At the beginning of the poem, Prufrock sounds very bold. In the first section of the poem he’s calling for action: “Let us go then, you and I.” He repeats that line a few times early on, then the key phrase in the next section is “and indeed there will be time.” He’s hesitating now; he can’t seem to get over his sense of inertia. In Nehemiah’s place, he would have let the moment pass: “I’ll bring this up another time, not right now.” Later in the poem, he’s looking back, saying “And would it have been worth it, after all” (T.S. Eliot: The Collected Poems and Plays, pp. 3-7). The longer he waited, the more paralyzed he became, and finally he just gave up. He lost his courage. His bold intentions became fantasies in the end.

Nehemiah doesn’t do that. When the moment comes, he speaks tactfully but honestly to the king: “May the king live forever! Why should my face not look sad when the city where my fathers are buried lies in ruins, and its gates have been destroyed by fire?” He doesn’t make his request yet. He answers the king’s question tactfully and wisely. The burial place of one’s ancestors was an important thing to people during this time, so the king would likely feel sympathy. And Nehemiah doesn’t immediately name Jerusalem; sometime earlier, the king had ruled against the rebuilding of the city (you can read about that in Ezra 4), so what Nehemiah is asking for is a reversal of the king’s earlier decision. On the whole, this is a very touchy situation, but Nehemiah doesn’t back down, like J. Alfred Prufrock does. He moves ahead cautiously, but he does move ahead.

His initial response opens the way for a further question from the king: “What is it you want?” Then notice what he does next: “Then I prayed to the God of heaven.” Before he responds to the king’s question, he turns his heart to God looking for help. But this isn’t the first time he’s prayed about the situation. He’s spent the past four months or so crying out to God on behalf of Jerusalem, so this brief prayer when he’s in the presence of the king is rooted in months of unhurried time in God’s presence. He prays briefly, then he goes ahead: “and I answered the king, ‘If it pleases the king and if your servant has found favor in his sight, let him send me to the city in Judah where my fathers are buried so that I can rebuild it.” It took great courage for Nehemiah to bring this to the king. Those months that he spent praying brought him finally to this point where he had to step out of his comfort zone. It wasn’t easy for him. He was very much afraid, as he tells us. But he did it, looking to God for help.

The third thing is this: while he was waiting all those months in prayer, Nehemiah made good use of his time. He’s been thinking through the details of a plan. He’s been waiting, but he hasn’t been idle. He’s made good use of his time during this waiting period, so when the time comes he is ready. The king says yes to the initial request, and then notice what Nehemiah does next: “I also said to him, ‘If it pleases the king, may I have letters... so that they will provide me safe-conduct until I arrive in Judah? And may I have a letter to Asaph, keeper of the king’s forest, so he will give me timber to make beams for the gates of the citadel by the temple and for the city wall and for the residence I will occupy?”

We make a serious mistake when we set spirituality and practicality at odds with each other. There was no conflict between Nehemiah’s intense prayer and his practical planning. His awareness of these practical needs that he brings to the king here is part of the way God has equipped him for the work. The time Nehemiah has spent planning out these details is not less pleasing to God than the time he’s spent in prayer and fasting. He’s doing it all in obedience to God’s lordship; it’s all part of the same work.

God calls us to pray, but He doesn’t call us only to pray. He calls us to bring every area of our lives under His lordship, to offer everything we do as an act of worship. For Nehemiah, this meant long hours planning out the details of what he was going to do. I’ve known many people who assume that the leading of the Spirit always happens spontaneously, when we act on the spur of the moment. In this view, Nehemiah would have been better off not planning, simply trusting God to put the right ideas into his mind when he needed them.

Some years ago, I was in a church service and when the pastor stood up to give the sermon he said, “I don’t have a sermon for you this morning; I have a word from the Lord.” We were supposed to be impressed that he was subject to the immediate inspiration of the Spirit in this way; he wasn’t giving us a sermon, he was giving us something better. But it wasn’t better. His “word from the Lord” sounded like the unfocused rambling of someone who isn’t quite sure what he wants to say. If he had a “word from the Lord” he’d lost track of it sometime before he got into the pulpit. He was relying on God to give him a word right then, while he was standing in the pulpit, but God had given him a whole week to pray and seek a message from Scripture. He was deceived by a false view of spirituality. There’s nothing unspiritual about planning and preparation. It’s part of what God calls us to do. God had given that preacher the gift of a whole week to come up with a message for the church; but he squandered that gift and was hoping to be bailed out by the immediate inspiration of the Spirit.

As Nehemiah has been crying out to God all these months, God has been preparing him for this moment. He responds well. He acts with courage; when he gains the king’s favor he presses further to get the things he needs to carry out the job. He’s not jumping out into the dark. He knows what he’s doing and what it will take to carry out the task. And he also knows why everything is going so well. Listen to what he says: “And because the gracious hand of my God was upon me, the king granted my requests.” He attributes it all to God. God has been preparing Nehemiah for this moment.

Prayer is not a safe activity. We never know what God is going to do when we come into His presence. As Nehemiah prays, God leads him out of his secure position into the insecurity of trying to rebuild the ruins of Jerusalem. Everything falls into place when Nehemiah is with the king, but as soon as he arrives in Trans-Jordan, he encounters the beginnings of the opposition which will plague him throughout this book. The life God calls him to in Jerusalem is filled with hardship, sacrifice, difficulty and opposition. His life, in many ways, was easier as cupbearer to the king. But as he prayed, God called him to leave that behind.

Prayer is not a safe activity, because we follow One who perfectly modeled the sort of thing we see in Nehemiah: “Think of yourselves the way Christ Jesus thought of himself. He had equal status with God but didn’t think so much of himself that he had to cling to the advantages of that status no matter what. Not at all. When the time came, he set aside the privileges of deity and took on the status of a slave, became human! Having become human, he stayed human. It was an incredibly humbling process. He didn’t claim special privileges. Instead, he lived a selfless, obedient life and then died a selfless, obedient death–and the worst kind of death at that: a crucifixion. Because of that obedience, God lifted him high and honored him far beyond anyone or anything, ever” (Philippians 2, The Message). Knowing all that He’s done for us, let’s come before Him in prayer acknowledging His right to do whatever He wants with our lives. And then, having prayed, let’s seek to order every area of our lives in obedience to Him, no matter what He calls us to do, no matter what He calls us to give up, no matter where He calls us to go in His name. God is not safe, but He is good and He has good things planned for His people in the future. In the meantime, let’s offer ourselves in gratitude to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords and follow Him wherever He leads.









Sunday, September 30, 2012

The Power of Prayer, James 5:12-20

18th Sunday after Pentecost
Shiloh Lutheran Church

A few years ago I was talking to my doctor about my asthma and said I hadn’t been having any trouble at all. In fact, I said, I’m fine most of the time. I go so long between asthma attacks that sometimes I wonder whether I really have asthma at all. She informed me that what I have is mild, intermittent asthma. I thought afterward that this is a good description of how we often approach prayer: our prayer life, if we’re not intentional in cultivating something more, tends to be mild and intermittent. It’s mild; we don’t put much effort or energy into it. And it’s intermittent; it’s not a regular discipline but something that happens from time to time when there’s a crisis or a felt need. It’s like my asthma: it usually doesn’t occupy much time or energy, and when it does it’s in response to a trigger, something that produces a sense of need for a limited period of time. It’s clear that James (and the rest of the New Testament for that matter) envisions prayer as something more than this. God doesn’t want our prayer lives to be mild and intermittent; He wants prayer to be at the very center of our lives.

Throughout this letter, James has been concerned about the way we use the gift of speech. In chapter one, he says: “let everyone be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger” (v. 19). In chapter two, he condemns empty, pious words: “If a brother or sister is naked and lacks daily food, and one of you says to them, ‘Go in peace; keep warm and eat your fill,’ and yet you do not supply their bodily needs, what is the good of that?” (vv. 15-16). Most of chapter three is occupied with the misuse of the tongue: “From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this ought not to be so” (v. 10). Chapter four begins with the problem of conflicts and disputes in the church, and James says: “Do not speak evil against one another, brothers and sisters” (v. 11). And the chapter ends with a warning against presumptuous speech: “Come now, you who say, ‘Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a town and spend a year there, doing business and making money. Yet you do not even know what tomorrow will bring” (vv. 13-14). This problem of how we use the gift of speech is a major theme in James, and it’s significant that these final verses are centered around the way we speak in God’s presence. If we find ourselves convicted by the things James says about speech, the place to begin is by giving attention to our prayer lives.

The first thing we can see in these verses is that the context for a life of prayer is the Church. We come into God’s presence, not primarily as individuals but as members of the body of Christ. It’s difficult for us to see this, living in such an individualistic culture, but most of the exhortations in the New Testament epistles are addressed to churches, not individuals. Even our language obscures this, because there’s no second person plural pronoun (in the south, the word “y’all” is an attempt to remedy this lack). So when Paul says in Ephesians 4: “I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called,” we instinctively read the word “you” in the singular: Paul is talking to me, an individual who’s chosen to follow Jesus Christ. But the word in Greek is plural; he’s calling the church as a body to lead a life worthy of the calling they’ve received. It addresses us individually because God has graciously called us to be part of the Church.

Notice the strong emphasis on the corporate body in these verses in James: “Are any among you suffering? They should pray. Are any cheerful? They should sing songs of praise. Are any among you sick?” The people in these different life situations are identified first as part of the church. If any are sick, they’re to “call for the elders of the church and have them pray over them, anointing them with oil in the name of the Lord.” Their need is to be brought into the church body and the church (with the elders acting as representatives of the body) is to bring the situation before God in prayer and anointing. Illness tends to isolate us, cut us off from one another; by giving us this instruction, James is seeking to preserve the oneness of the body. A few verses later he says this: “Therefore confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another, so that you may be healed.” Sin isolates us, so we confess our sins and receive forgiveness and cleansing. The point is that prayer takes place in the context of the church body. We come into God’s presence in prayer, not primarily as individuals but as those who’ve been called into the body of Christ. God is preparing the Church as a bride for His Son, and He’s graciously included us.

When I was a new Christian I often heard this advice about prayer: “just talk to God and tell Him how you feel.” I’ve never found this very helpful in developing a life of prayer. One thing that happens when I follow this advice is that my prayer revolves around myself and my own concerns and usually gets no further. Eugene Peterson says he had the same problem and that books of written prayers helped him break out of this self-centered cycle of prayer: “I found that books of prayers sometimes primed the pump of prayer when I didn’t feel like praying. And I found that left to myself, I often prayed in a circle, too wrapped up in myself, too much confined to my immediate circumstances and feelings, and that a prayerbook was just the thing to get out of the brambles and underbrush of my ego, back out in the open country of the Kingdom, under the open skies of God” (Living the Message, p. 338). Books of written prayers put us in touch with the historic Church; they train us in a more adequate language for prayer and praise, and they guide us out of our small worlds and into the larger world of God’s kingdom.

I’ve given John Baillie’s book, A Diary of Private Prayer, to many people (John Baillie was a Scottish theologian in the mid-20th century). The great thing about that book is not that it’s John Baillie’s prayers; the great thing about it is that his prayers are rooted in the Church. Baillie learned to approach God as part of the body of Christ, and his prayers reflect that larger perspective. We also have a book of written prayers in our Bible. When we make use of the Psalms in prayer, we’re praying with words that the Church has used since the beginning (following the example of Jesus, who prayed the Psalms). Pray the Psalms; they’ll help you learn to enter God’s presence across the whole range of human experience; they’ll free you to pray more honestly. When we pray the Lord’s Prayer, the very first words remind us that we’re part of a larger body: “Our Father.” We come into God ‘s presence as members of the body of Christ, and there is a great wealth of help in the Church for cultivating a life of prayer.

The second thing to notice is that the way we speak to God is connected with the way we speak to others. James discussed this earlier in the letter: “With [the tongue] we bless the Lord and Father, and with it we curse those who are made in the likeness of God. From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this ought not to be so” (3:9-10). These closing verses of James begin with verse 12: “Above all, my beloved, do not swear, either by heaven or by any other oath, but let your ‘Yes” be yes and your ‘No’ be no, so that you may not fall under condemnation.” He’s not talking here about cursing, but about emphasizing the truth by taking an oath, like when someone says, “I swear to God this is true.” This kind of speech is rooted in dishonesty. We’re saying, “I may not tell the truth most of the time, but you can be sure what I’m saying now is true, because I’ve taken an oath.” James is saying that this kind of basic dishonesty will undermine your relationship with God.

Verses 19-20 encourage us to confront one another: “My brothers and sisters, if anyone among you wanders from the truth and is brought back by another, you should know that whoever brings back a sinner from wandering will save the sinner’s soul from death and will cover a multitude of sins.” The temptation when we see someone falling into sin is to call our friends and say, “do you know what I just saw? Can you believe a Christian acting like that?” When we do this, it undermines our relationship with God. The way we’re speaking to one another cuts us off from God and destroys our prayer life. James is saying, “don’t gossip about what you’ve seen, but also don’t just ignore the problem. Go to the person and say, ‘it looks to me like you’re wandering from the truth; am I mistaken? If it’s true, I want to help you in any way I can, and I’ll certainly pray for you.’”

In his first letter, Peter gives this warning to husbands: “Husbands... show consideration for your wives in your life together, paying honor to the woman as the weaker sex, since they too are also heirs of the gracious gift of life – so that nothing may hinder your prayers” (3:7). “Show consideration... so that nothing may hinder your prayers.” If you don’t show consideration, if you don’t pay honor to your wives, your prayers will be hindered. We can undermine our prayer life by the way we speak to other people. So, if you want to cultivate a life of prayer, “be quick to listen, slow to speak, slow to anger.” There’s a direct connection between the way we speak to God and the way we speak to one another.

The third thing to notice is that everything in our lives should be brought into God’s presence in prayer. Prayer isn’t just about spiritual things. In prayer, we invite God’s presence into every area of our lives. “Are you hurting? Pray. Do you feel great? Sing. Are you sick?” (The Message). Don’t just cry out to God when you’re in trouble. When things are going well, give thanks to Him, since He is the source of all good. He wants us to be aware of Him in all the experiences of our lives, good and bad.

One of the most helpful books I’ve read in the past 10 years is The Sacrament of the Present Moment, by Jean-Pierre de Caussade (an 18th century Jesuit). De Caussade encourages his readers to encounter God in the duties of the present moment. Whatever it is that God has called us to do, the way to know Him is to be attentive to Him and obedient to the duties of our calling. “Divine action cleanses the universe, pervading and flowing over all creatures. Wherever they are it pursues them. It precedes them, accompanies them, follows them” (p. 3). We can get so intent on pursuing God that we forget He is pursuing us. Then, a few pages later: “You are seeking God... and he is everywhere. Everything proclaims him to you, everything reveals him to you, everything brings him to you. He is by your side, over you, around you and in you. Here is his dwelling and yet you still seek him. Ah! You are searching for God, the idea of God in his essential being. You seek perfection and it lies in everything that happens to you – your suffering, your actions, your impulses are the mysteries under which God reveals himself to you” (p. 18).

God us pursuing us; He is all around and within us, but we miss Him because we’re not attentive and because He appears in surprising ways. So here’s de Caussade’s advice: “There remains one single duty. It is to keep one’s gaze fixed on the master one has chosen and to be constantly listening so as to understand and hear and immediately obey his will” (p. 9). He says obedience to the duty of the moment can be a sacrament. Sacraments are tangible things that enable us to connect with God; they’re like doorways into the invisible world. Be attentive to the things God does for you throughout the day, things you’d be likely to take for granted; these things can become sacraments as you turn your heart to God and give thanks. When you encounter difficulties, these things can also be sacraments, when you remember that God is there, ready to help carry you through the experience. If we’re attentive, we’ll find that God is reaching out to us all the time, calling us into His presence. The more we pay attention, the more we’ll find that everything in life proclaims Him to us. James is calling us to turn to God in all the experiences of life: “Are any among you suffering? They should pray. Are any cheerful? They should sing songs of praise. Are any among you sick?” He’s not giving us a complete list; he’s saying, “whatever is going on in your life, turn your heart to the Lord.”

When we invite God into every area of our lives, we not only come to know Him, we experience His help and intervention in surprising ways. That’s the point of James’ example in verses 17-18: “Elijah was a human being like us, and he prayed fervently that it might not rain, and for three years is did not rain on the earth. Then he prayed again, and the heaven gave rain and the earth yielded its harvest.” When we hear of people who’ve had a strong prayer life, we very quickly put them on a pedestal and think, “of course, I could never pray like that.” James wants to remind us that Elijah was like us, a weak, frail human being, but prayer connected him with all the resources of God.

George Verwer, the founder of Operation Mobilization, the mission group we worked with, has been a major influence in my life. Thousands of people have given their lives to Christ through his ministry. What many people don’t know is that George came to Christ through the prayers of a housewife in northern New Jersey who was concerned about the local high school. Mrs. Clapp had been praying for this school for years; she not only prayed for students to come to Christ, she also prayed that many of them would go out into the mission field. George Verwer was a student at that school, and he had no interest in the gospel. His goal in life was to make lots of money. But she prayed for him and sent him a Gospel of John in the mail. He says that he just couldn’t get away from that gospel. He read it over and over, and a short time later, at a Billy Graham crusade, he gave his life to the Lord. And then, through his witness in that high school, over 200 other students came to Christ. George Verwer went on to begin the work of Operation Mobilization, which now works all over the world, and many other students became missionaries in other organizations. But it all began with the prayers of Mrs. Clapp, who had a burden for the school in her neighborhood and who believed God’s promises.

These kinds of things don’t usually happen in response to a mild, intermittent prayer life. Mrs. Clapp was someone who gave herself to prayer, who saw prayer as a high priority in her life and who spent time learning to pray. If you want to cultivate a life of prayer, this passage in James is a good place to begin. Take seriously the importance of the Church in learning to pray: be faithful in corporate worship, and be willing to learn from the historic Church how to enlarge your prayer life. Be careful how you speak to others, and be quick to repent when you sin with your tongue, knowing that carelessness in this area can undermine your relationship with God. And practice attentiveness to God in every area of life; pay attention to the ways He reaches out to you as you’re going about your duties throughout the week, and use every opportunity to turn your heart to Him in thanksgiving and cries for help. As you do these things, and persevere in doing them, you will be cultivating a strong life of prayer.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

The Bread of Life, John 6,1-71

9th Sunday after Pentecost
Shiloh Lutheran Church, State College PA

One of the people who helped me early in my Christian life was Francis Schaeffer, the founder of L'Abri Fellowship in Switzerland; he ministered to young people who were struggling with their faith, and people I've talked to who knew him said he had a gift for compassionate listening and was able to help people who'd become disillusioned and given up hope on the Church. I never met him, but I heard him speak at a conference and read all of his books; they were exactly what I needed at that point in my life. In one of his printed sermons, Schaeffer said "We all tend to live ‘ash heap lives;' we spend most of our time and money on things that will end up in the city dump." Our lives are consumed with the things of this world. Most of our time and attention is focused on things that are one day going to be destroyed. Schaeffer describes, in that sermon, the excitement he felt at buying a new car, the first new car he had ever owned. He says he couldn't keep his eyes off it, and he wanted to keep it looking shiny and new. He was obsessed with it, initially. Have you ever had that experience? There's a sense of exhilaration that goes with buying something new, but that exhilaration quickly fades. So we find ourselves wanting to buy something else. And the process goes on and on. He was thrilled with his new car, but after a couple of days someone bumped into it and made a fairly large scratch on the side. He said that scratch completely changed his attitude about the car. He suddenly realized how fragile and unstable it was; it wasn't going to last. Someday it was going to end up in the junk yard, as scrap metal. This fallen world has been "subjected to frustration, and decay" as Paul says in Romans 8. Treasures here on earth are uncertain and unstable: "moth and rust destroy, and... thieves break in and steal." Earthly treasures aren't reliable.

We're constantly tempted, in this fallen world, to become completely engrossed in the things of this life. I've heard people say, "I don't have time to sit in church; I've got work to do;" or "Sunday is the only day I have to sleep late." Jesus, in the Parable of the Sower, talks about the seed that fell among weeds. It sprouted and started to grow, but it was eventually choked out by the weeds. This represents those who hear God's Word and believe it, but then the Word becomes choked by the cares and pleasures of this life. "Ash heap lives," lives that are totally consumed with things that are going to end up in the city dump, are lives that are being choked by the cares and pleasures of this world.

John is concerned, in this gospel, to tell us how to have eternal life. He's not trying to satisfy our curiosity about Jesus; his purpose is to preach the gospel, to tell us about the saving work God accomplished in sending His Son. He says that explicitly in chapter twenty: "Jesus did many other miraculous signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not recorded in this book. But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name" (20:30-31). John's purpose is evangelistic. His intention in writing is to lead us to faith, so that by believing we might have eternal life.

Everything he records in his gospel has this purpose: to lead us to eternal life by believing the truth of the gospel. He gives us pictures of Jesus, descriptions from various angles and perspectives, all with the intention of leading us to eternal life. We see Jesus, earlier in this book, as the Word made flesh, and the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world. In the chapter we're studying today, Jesus is the Bread of Life, and there are other pictures later in the gospel. We experience eternal life by feeding on Jesus, the Bread that came down from heaven to give His flesh for the life of the world. Jesus describes eternal life in chapter 17: "and this is eternal life, that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent." Eternal life is found in communion with God and with Jesus Christ the Son. This is how we escape the cycle of ash heap living. We experience eternal life by feeding on Jesus, the Bread that came down from heaven. This morning we're going to look at three things that keep us from experiencing eternal life in all its fulness.

The first thing that keeps us from experiencing this eternal life is a limited perspective, an outlook on life that is confined to the things of this visible world. Jesus tells the people, in chapter 6, that their perspective is all wrong, that their expectations are bound by the limitations of this world. The two miracles at the beginning of this chapter set the tone for what He's going to say about the Bread of Life. It's helpful to know that John is presenting Jesus here as the New Moses: the feeding of the five thousand corresponds to the provision of manna in the wilderness; and Jesus' walking on water corresponds to the crossing of the Red Sea. John wants us to see Jesus as the prophet promised by Moses: "The Lord your God will raise up for you a prophet like me from among your own brothers. You must listen to him" (Deut. 18:15). The people realized the significance of the first miracle: "After the people saw the miraculous sign that Jesus did, they began to say, ‘Surely this is the Prophet who is to come into the world" (v. 14). So Jesus withdrew into the mountain, because they were ready to make Him king by force. They understood the point of Jesus' miracle, but there was still something wrong.

The next day they sought Him out, but when they found Him Jesus said: "I tell you the truth, you are looking for me, not because you saw miraculous signs but because you ate the loaves and had your fill. Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life." They had experienced His miraculous provision, so they came to Him thinking He'd provide for them again. They believed in Him in a sense, but their faith was confined to the things He could do for them in this life. Several years ago, I heard a man speak about all the wonderful things that had happened to him since he became a Christian. He'd become a successful writer; he had a nice home in California, was involved in film making and had several celebrities who were personal friends. All because he had given his life to Jesus Christ. He was speaking to kids, and his was that if you follow Jesus He'll give you a successful and glamorous life. Apart from the fact that it usually doesn't work this way (it certainly didn't work that way for Jesus or any of the apostles), it's the wrong perspective. He wasn't asking for too much. He was asking for too many things that will come to nothing in the end. "Don't waste your energy striving for perishable food like that. Work for the food that sticks with you, food that nourishes your lasting life, food the Son of Man provides. He and what he does are guaranteed by God the Father to last" (The Message). Having our perspective limited in this way keeps us from experiencing the eternal life Jesus offers, because it leads us to be satisfied with something less. We become so preoccupied with the things of this life that we just don't look for anything else.

The second thing that prevents us from experiencing eternal life is wrong expectations. After Jesus confronted the people with their limited perspective, they immediately cried out: "What must we do to do the works God requires?" What great thing can we do to please God? They expect Him to give them something important to do. There's a story in 2 Kings about a man named Naaman. Naaman was an important man, a commander in the army of the king of Aram. The king valued him as an officer in his army, and he was highly respected in the nation. But he had leprosy, so he was sent to Elisha, a prophet in Israel, to be healed. He arrived at the prophet's door with great expectations. But Elisha didn't even come out to greet him. Elisha didn't recognize his importance, didn't make a fuss over him. He sent a messenger, instructing Naaman to wash himself seven times in the Jordan river. But that wasn't what he was looking for: "But Naaman went away angry and said, ‘I thought that he would surely come out to me and stand and call on the name of the Lord his God, wave his hand over the spot and cure me of my leprosy.... So he turned and went off in a rage" (2 Kings 5:11-12). Elisha's instructions weren't dramatic enough. They were too simple.

The people who are talking to Jesus are like this. They want something that they can do "to do the work that God requires." But Jesus directs them to the simplicity of faith: "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent." When Jesus tells them to eat the Bread of Life, He's calling them to faith. Verse 29: "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent." Verse 35: "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty." Verse 40: "For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day." Verse 47: "I tell you the truth, he who believes has everlasting life." The people were asking Him for manna in the wilderness, like God provided through Moses, so Jesus takes their request and says "this isn't what you need. You need Me. If you come to Me in faith, you will have eternal life." So, throughout most of this chapter, eating the flesh of the Son of Man is equivalent to believing in Him, trusting in Him.

But in verses 53-59 He expands the image: "I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day." He's still talking about the union we have with Him through faith, but He's expanded the image in a way that points to Communion, or what has traditionally been called the Eucharist (which is from the Greek word for thanksgiving). The original hearers wouldn't have understood it in this way, but in John we often see Jesus saying things that will only be understood later. The Lord's Supper is a tangible way to unite ourselves with Christ in faith. We see the same thing with baptism in chapter 3: saving faith is not only something that happens within us; it takes concrete form in the things we do. Baptism is a tangible identification with Christ in His death and resurrection and a tangible break from our old way of life in this world. Baptism, and the calling to live a life that's consistent with our baptism, keeps us from a merely internalized faith. Communion is another one of those things that keeps us from a merely internalized faith; at the table of the Lord we are nourished by Jesus' body and blood.

When we find that our perspective is limited to external things, as we saw in the first point, the answer is not simply to retreat into our inner world. Jesus provides ways for us to find connections between physical and spiritual realities. As we, in the context of worship, take the bread and the cup, we are being nourished spiritually by the body and blood of Jesus Christ. Robert Webber, who was a college professor for many years, and just died a few years ago, has a good description of what this means: "When the elements of bread and wine are taken in faith, the transforming and nourishing power of Christ for the salvation and the healing of the person is made available.... Sometimes students or other persons struggling with a painful experience in their lives will come to me for counsel. I always say to them, ‘I'm not a counselor and I don't have the tools necessary to help you with this problem. But I can suggest one thing–flee to the Eucharist. Get to the Table of the Lord just as fast as you can, because it is there that God can and does touch his people in a healing way.' In all the years that I have been giving this advice, not a single person has come back and told me it is not true. On the contrary, many have affirmed that God through the Eucharist reached into their pain and touched them with his healing presence" (Robert Webber, Ancient-Future Faith, p. 111). That's why the early church celebrated communion so often. At the table of the Lord, when we come to Him in faith, we are nourished by Jesus' body and blood.

But there's one more thing that keeps us from experiencing eternal life: lack of ability and power. We're not able to believe on our own. These people had wanted something they could do to make themselves pleasing to God, and then Jesus had pointed them to faith. But then, as they began grumbling, He said: "No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will raise them up at the last day." We don't have the power, in ourselves, to come to Jesus, to enter into communion with Him. We're dead in sin and alienated from the life of God. Saving faith is more than intellectual agreement with what the Bible says about Jesus. It's not enough to simply agree that Jesus is sent from God. That's James' point when he says, "You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that–and shudder" (James 2:19). Saving faith, eating the flesh of the Son of Man, coming to Jesus, leads to a radical transformation. That's why Paul says "If anyone is in Christ he is a new creation. The old has gone, the new has come!" We don't have the power to accomplish this ourselves. All we can do is bow before God and cry out to Him for help and for mercy. We're completely dependent upon God, even for the simple act of putting our faith in Jesus, the Bread of Life.

We experience eternal life, a life of fellowship with God that begins now and extends throughout eternity, by feeding on Jesus, the Bread of Life. We allow Him to broaden our perspective, so that we're living in the light of the reality of eternity, so that we're not any longer living as if this world were the only thing that matters. We humble ourselves before Him, believing that He is the "living bread that came down from heaven," and we cry out to Him for mercy and grace. And we come faithfully to the Lord's Table, to be nourished by his body and blood. As we do these things, we're beginning the life of eternity here on earth.

Jesus' words in chapter 6 lead to two responses on the part of those who claim to be His followers. At this point in Jesus' ministry, the opposition of the religious leaders is beginning to intensify, and some of those who've followed Him till now are beginning to have doubts. After this discussion, John says that many of Jesus' disciples become disillusioned: "Many among his disciples heard this and said, ‘This is tough teaching, too tough to swallow.' Jesus sensed that his disciples were having a hard time with this and said, ‘Does this throw you completely? What would happen if you saw the Son of Man ascending to where he came from? The Spirit can make life. Sheer muscle and willpower don't make anything happen.... After this a lot of his disciples left. They no longer wanted to be associated with him" (The Message). They had been enthusiastic at the beginning. They were impressed with all the miracles He was doing. But this is just too much for them, so they turn away. They don't want to be associated with Him any more. Their perspective is too restricted; they can't begin to accept what He's saying. Their expectations are wrong, and they're not willing to readjust. And they're not willing to humble themselves and confess their helplessness. So they turn away.

Then Jesus turns to the Twelve: "You do not want to leave too, do you?" The Twelve often seem clueless. They miss the point of what Jesus is doing half the time, they fight with each other about who is the greatest, and they have no idea what Jesus is talking about when He begins trying to prepare them for His death and resurrection. As we see them in the gospels they're not terribly impressive or inspiring. But they're open and attentive, they're willing to have their priorities rearranged, and they recognize their need of God's help. Their attitude is just the opposite of those who are turning away. So Peter answers for all of them: "Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. We believe and know that you are the Holy One of God." He alone has the words of eternal life. In Him, we can begin the life of heaven here on earth, a life of fellowship with God that begins now and extends into eternity. Where else would we go, but to Him. John Calvin said: "For how comes it that we are carried about with so many strange doctrines [or any of the other distractions that lead us away from Him], (Heb. 13:9), but because the excellence of Christ is not perceived by us? For Christ alone makes all other things suddenly vanish" (Commentary on Colossians). This is similar to the chorus: "Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in His wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace." Christ frees us from all that is false, and causes all the good things in our lives to find their proper perspective in relation to Him. May God grant us grace to find our nourishment in Him, the Bread of Life.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Coming to Christ for Strength, 2 Timothy 2:1-7

I was meeting with a client recently, and when I started scratching the palm of my hand she said, "you're going to win a lot of money in the lottery," to which I responded, "no, I don't think that's going to happen." Winning lots of money in the lottery is unlikely in the best of circumstances, but since I don't ever buy lottery tickets my chances of winning anything are pretty-much non-existent (unless I were to find a winning ticket on the sidewalk). I don't meet the one necessary condition for winning, because you have to play to win, and I don't play. I don't put myself "in the way" of winning. If you want a suntan, you don't sit inside with the shades drawn; you go outside and put yourself in the way of the sun. If you're looking for a job, it won't do you much good to sit at home and wait for someone to offer you one. The sensible thing is to start filling out applications; this doesn't guarantee that you'll find a job, but it does put you in the way of finding one.

Paul, who is nearing the end of his life, is reminding Timothy of things he's said in the past, knowing that he won't be around much longer to act as Timothy's mentor. Near the end of chapter one he says that everyone in Asia has deserted him. Then he prays for the family of Onesiphorus (who appears to have died), since he was not ashamed [of Paul's] imprisonment. It seems likely, as I pointed out in the last sermon, that those in Asia deserted him because they were ashamed. Onesiphorus is someone who did the opposite, who stood with him during a difficult and dangerous time.

So there are two different ways that people respond to the hardships Paul is enduring as a prisoner of the Lord: those in Asia have turned away from him, and Onesiphorus sought to minister to him (and maybe ended up paying for it with his life). Then Paul turns to Timothy and says, "You, therefore..." Timothy himself seems to have been a timid, easily intimidated person, and Paul doesn't want him to be frightened away or scandalized by the things that are happening. He doesn't want Timothy to follow the example of those who've been ashamed and have abandoned him. Maybe Timothy's been bullied and pushed around in the past; in any case, Paul wants him to stand firm with confidence in his calling to preach God's Word.

The fundamental thing, the foundation for everything else that he's going to say in this passage, is in verse one: "be strengthened in the grace that is in Christ Jesus." The verb is passive, so "be strengthened," as it reads in the ESV, is clearer than the NIV's "be strong." Paul is not telling Timothy to do something but to receive something. We can't, by an act of the will or by sheer determination, be strengthened in grace. This is not something that depends on our own efforts and ability. But it's also not something we just wait for passively. We are involved in the process (otherwise, why would Paul bother to give this exhortation at all?). It won't do any good to sit at home in front of the TV and say, "I'm waiting to receive strength from the Lord before I attempt anything." Timothy can't strengthen himself in grace, but he can put himself in a place to receive strength. He can put himself in the way of receiving strength from the Lord.

This strength has two characteristics: it comes to us by grace, and that grace is found in Jesus Christ. It comes as a gift, something for which we are unworthy; and this gracious gift is found in Christ. It's source is outside of ourselves and we are unworthy of it, in fact are powerless to take hold of it for ourselves. We can be strengthened in grace only by coming to God with empty hands, poor in spirit, confessing our poverty and neediness.

That's the main idea in this passage: "be strengthened in grace." We don't have strength in ourselves. Paul isn't offering a self-help program: "you're stronger than you realize; you just need to learn how to draw upon your inner resources." Paul's not telling Timothy to toughen up and be strong. He's telling Timothy to come to Jesus to receive strength. We become strong by acknowledging our weakness and then coming to Jesus, crying to Him for help. That's the lesson Paul himself learned, as he describes in 2 Corinthians 12. He had prayed repeatedly to have a problem removed, something he saw as a hindrance to his ministry, something that got in the way of his full functioning. It seemed clear that he could do so much more as an apostle if he was functioning at 100 percent. But the answer he received was "My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in weakness" (v. 9).

As he receives strength, Paul wants Timothy to use his gifts to build up the Church: "And the things you have heard me say in the presence of many witnesses entrust to reliable men who will also be qualified to teach others" (v. 2). Timothy is to equip others for the work of ministry by passing on to them the teaching he received from Paul. One of the great temptations we face is the temptation to use our gifts selfishly, to use them for our own sense of fulfillment or to boost our pride. But the gifts we've been given are not ours to use as we like. We've been entrusted with them for the benefit of others and the good of the Church. Whatever gifts we have are not really ours at all. They don't belong to us. God has entrusted them to us for building up the Church, for equipping others to live obedient and fruitful lives as followers of Jesus Christ.

Of course, it may be tempting at this point to say, "well, Timothy was a leader, so he needed to be strengthened in grace to carry out his ministry; what I do in the church is not such a big deal." But think, for a moment, about what we're called to do as disciples of Jesus Christ. We're called to love God with all our heart, soul, mind and strength, and to love our neighbor as we love ourselves. We're called to bear one another's burdens, to pray for each other, to help those in need. We're called to help others, often in ways that are costly and inconvenient (think of Onesiphorus and those in Asia who ended up throwing in the towel), and to do so without resentment in a genuine spirit of self-emptying. Do you feel up to this? Do you really think you can do this without being strengthened in grace?

Paul goes on to tell Timothy to "endure suffering and hardship." Peter says, in his first letter, "do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal which comes upon you to prove you, as though some strange thing were happening to you" (4:12). Paul and Barnabas strengthened new disciples by "exhorting them to continue in the faith, and saying that through many tribulations we must enter the kingdom of God" (Acts 14:22). For Paul, exercising his gifts did not lead to success and prosperity. It led to suffering, and the same will be true for Timothy. If we want to survive a life of discipleship over the long term we need to accept the likelihood that obedience will bring us into situations that we wouldn't choose for ourselves. If we're not armed with this expectation, suffering will take us by surprise and we'll be scandalized; many people end up turning away from the Lord when they encounter difficulties and opposition. "I didn't know it would be like this; God isn't taking care of me; He's not holding up His end of the bargain."

So the first temptation, in connection with our gifts, is to use them selfishly for our own benefit. But then, when we use them and suffer, the next temptation is not to use them at all. "This just isn't worth it. No one really cares anyway." But the point of using our gifts to serve one another is not to be successful, or even to see the fruit of our work. Sometimes we're enabled to see fruit and sometimes we're not; think of Jeremiah preaching year after year, with no measurable success. But the point is to please our "commanding officer" (v. 4). The benefits, the real benefits, lie in the future, a "victor's crown" (v. 5) and a "share in the crops" (v. 6). Paul is pointing forward to the time when we will see Jesus face to face. He's saying that in the light of all this it is worth it to endure suffering. We are following in Jesus' footsteps and He is with us.

Even if we aren't suffering right now, other members of the body of Christ are. We are connected with Jesus' sufferings and with the suffering of others in the body, both past and present. Paul tells the Colossians, "Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I complete what is lacking in Christ's afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the Church" (1:24). He's not saying that Christ's sufferings are insufficient to redeem His people. He's saying that when Christians suffer they do so in communion with Christ as members of His body. Paul's sufferings are part of the suffering of Christ's body. When we are suffering we feel alienated and alone, and we combat this feeling by speaking to ourselves and reminding ourselves of the truth that we are not alone. We're connected, in Christ, with all those throughout the history of the Church who have suffered because they belonged to Jesus..

This leads to the third thing Paul says here: exercise discipline, or self control. "No one serving as a soldier gets involved in civilian affairs – he wants to please his commanding officer. Similarly, if anyone competes as an athlete, he does not receive the victor's crown unless he competes according to the rules" (vv. 4-5). The Christian life is not a life of following our impulses, doing what we feel like doing. Some teachings on sanctification seem to suggest that God will take over our lives in such a way that discipleship becomes effortless, that we just hand ourselves over to Him and He does the rest. If you read things written by Hudson Taylor, the founder of the China Inland Mission, you might get that impression at times. He went through a period when he was overwhelmed by the burdens of the work and by all the demands he was facing. He was burning out and uncertain that he could keep going. But then his whole outlook changed. He wrote to his sister, describing his intense efforts to grow stronger in faith: "But how to get faith strengthened? Not by striving after faith, but by resting on the Faithful One. As I read I saw it all! ‘If we believe not, he abideth faithful.' I looked to Jesus and saw (and when I saw, oh, how joy flowed!) that He had said, ‘I will never leave you'. ‘Ah, there is rest!' I thought, ‘I have striven in vain to rest in Him. I'll strive no more. For has He not promised to abide with me -- never to leave me, never to fail me?'" (Dr. and Mrs. Howard Taylor, J. Hudson Taylor, pp. 213-214).

After this, he talked often about the rest of faith, and his favorite hymn was "Jesus I am Resting, Resting." People observed him, in the middle of immensely difficult situations, singing to himself, "Jesus I am resting, resting, in the joy of what Thou art; I am finding out the greatness of Thy loving heart." It changed his whole outlook, and sometimes when he talked he could give the impression that he was passive, just resting in the Lord, that he was no longer expending any effort and that everything was now being done for him. In reality he continued to work hard and spent much time in God's Word and in prayer. But he did it with a strong conviction of Jesus' constant presence and a confidence that he was fully accepted in Christ and was standing in grace. To get an accurate picture, we need to look at his words in the context of his life. He was doing the very thing Paul tells Timothy to do, coming to Christ to be strengthened.

Hudson Taylor, for the remainder of his life, exercised intense effort in following Christ and preaching the gospel, but he did it with an awareness of his full acceptance in Christ, which gave him strength to do the things that had previously exhausted him. The strength is not in us, but as we come to Christ and receive strength, we go on to take ourselves in hand, refusing to do some things and choosing to do others. I had a co-worker who was often overwhelmed. He had young children, worked full time and also taught piano in the evenings in addition to leading the choir in his church. Once when we were talking he complained that he didn't have time to read his Bible each day, that he was just too busy. I knew, from previous conversations, that he was in the habit of watching a fair bit of TV every night, so I suggested that it would be worthwhile to cut out some of that to make time for Bible reading, and that this would feed his spirit in a way that TV would not do. I don't know whether he ever did it, but it was clear that this had never occurred to him. To be strengthened in the Lord, as Paul calls us to do here, involves making choices in our daily lives that will put us in a place to receive strength, as Hudson Taylor continued to do after he had his great realization of the importance of resting in faith.

Then, having said all this, Paul ties it together by saying "Reflect on what I am saying, for the Lord will give you insight into all this" (v. 7). Reflect, think on all this, not because you'll eventually figure it all out. It's not that by our intense mental effort we're able to sort through everything necessary for a life of discipleship. We listen attentively to God's Word and He gives us insight. We come to Him waiting to hear from Him, and He speaks the Words we need to hear at that point. That's what happened to Hudson Taylor. He had been living and growing as a Christian for years, but he came to a point where he needed a greater sense of rest and of peace. He was near the breaking point, but as he was listening attentively and expectantly to God's Word his eyes were opened and he was able to see things in a way that he had never seen before. And it changed his life. "Reflect on what I am saying, for the Lord will give you insight into all this."

It's the same thing that we saw earlier about receiving strength. We can put ourselves in the way of being strengthened, but we can't make ourselves strong. We can reflect on God's Word, but we don't have the capacity within us to understand apart from the insight He gives. "It is God who gives understanding. The most intelligent man needs more and more of this gift. If he who gave the revelation in the word does not give the understanding in the heart, we are nothing" (Matthew Henry, Commentary).

I recently read a biography of the Scottish preacher Robert Murray M'Cheyne. He died before his thirtieth birthday and was in frail health for much of his life, but he knew how to come to Christ for strength, and he taught his congregation to do the same thing. He put together a Bible reading calendar, because he knew the importance of coming to Christ in His Word daily, not just sporadically when we feel the need. I've been using this calendar for many years, and it's the best one I've seen. Here's something M'Cheyne wrote to a younger minister who was just starting out in ministry: "You read your Bible regularly, of course; but do try and understand it, and still more, to feel it. Read more parts than one at a time. For example, if you are reading Genesis, read a psalm also; or, if you are reading Matthew, read a small bit of an epistle also. Turn the Bible into prayer. Thus, if you were reading the 1st Psalm, spread the Bible on the chair before you, and kneel, and pray, ‘O Lord, give me the blessedness of the man,' etc. ‘Let me not stand in the counsel of the ungodly,' etc. This is the best way of knowing the meaning of the Bible, and of learning to pray" (The Biography of Robert Murray M'Cheyne, Kindle Location 792). If we do this kind of attentive, prayerful reading of Scripture, and seek to order our lives in obedience to what we read, we'll be putting ourselves in the way of receiving strength and understanding from the Lord.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Guard the Good Treasure, 2 Timothy 1:13-18

After I got out of the Navy at the end of 1976, I worked at a gas station for several months. I didn't have any training as a mechanic, so my duty was to pump gas, check oil and wash windows (there weren't many self-serve stations yet, so those things were expected as part of the deal). One day I was filling a man's tank and I saw on his bumper a sticker that said, "Read Your Bible." I was hoping for a few minutes of fellowship while the pump was running, so I asked him, "are you a Christian?" And he jumped, turned, and said (very aggressively), "yes... why?" I was so startled by the harshness of his response that I just muttered something and walked away. I think he was startled too; he thought I was ready to pounce on him for identifying himself as a Christian and he wanted to be ready to fight back, if necessary.

I thought about that man after he drove away. Why did he react the way he did? And if he was so easily threatened, why did he put that bumper sticker on his car? I suspect he struggled with the very thing Paul has been warning Timothy about since verse 8: "Do not be ashamed of the gospel." He didn't want to be ashamed, so he hoped that sticker would provide him with opportunities to speak openly to the world. But his basic outlook was still one of huddled defensiveness. It's easy, in a world that rejects the gospel, to slip into a defensive mentality.

We saw, earlier in chapter one, that Timothy is in danger of becoming ashamed of the gospel. That's why Paul is putting so much emphasis on this in these verses. Timothy, by nature, tended to be reserved; he seems to have been easily intimidated. And, as a minister of the gospel in the Roman empire, there's good reason why he might be nervous and defensive. In a world that worships power and success, Timothy's mentor is wasting away in prison and His Lord had died in apparent powerlessness and defeat.

So Paul tells Timothy, "don't be intimidated." The value of the gospel can't be measured by the priorities of this world. Those who rejected Jesus will also reject us when we speak in His name. Those who value power and wealth and status will see the gospel as foolishness (or they'll try to twist it into something more consistent with what they want). Paul is saying, "don't be ashamed of this seemingly foolish message, and don't be ashamed of your association with me, a prisoner for the Lord – an apparent failure; be faithful in exercising your spiritual gifts in Jesus' name, and join with me in suffering for the gospel." That's the main thing Paul is saying in this chapter.

The danger is not only that Timothy will feel personally intimidated or that he will react defensively when someone asks him a question. The danger is that, if he gives in to the temptation of shame, Timothy will begin tampering with the message. He'll try to adapt it into something more respectable, something less at-odds with the mentality of the surrounding culture. This is what Paul is thinking of when he writes to the Galatians: "It is those who want to make a good showing in the flesh that try to compel you to be circumcised – only that they may not be persecuted for the cross of Christ" (6:12). He's saying that the false teachers are motivated by their shame of the gospel, so they've distorted the message. They've turned it into something more respectable, less at-odds with their society.

So Paul urges Timothy, in verse 13: "Hold to the standard of sound teaching," and in verse 14: "Guard the good treasure entrusted to you." Timothy is a steward. He's been entrusted with something that doesn't belong to him. This deposit, or treasure, that Timothy's been entrusted with includes two things: the content of truth, and the gospel lifestyle rooted in the truth. Paul has both of these things in mind when he urges Timothy, "guard the good treasure." We need to keep these things together, because there's a strong temptation to separate them. On the one hand, there's the anti-theology approach: "I'm not interested in all that stuff; just tell me what I need to do to get to heaven. I don't care about creeds, or the teachings of the Church; I've accepted Jesus Christ as my personal savior and that's all that matters." But the other extreme is no better. It sees Christianity as an interesting collection of ideas to think and talk about. Several years ago, I read a very good book on the theology of Paul, and on the dust jacket there was a comment from a prominent New Testament scholar saying "these things need to be thoroughly discussed." Well, yes, there's a place for sitting down and discussing ideas, but if those ideas are true we need to do a great deal more than talk about them. One day we're going to stand in God's presence, and He's not going to ask whether we thoroughly discussed all the ideas He gave us. He's going to ask, "how is it that you knew all these things and didn't put them into practice?"

The good deposit that Timothy is to guard is not only a collection of ideas. It's not only a body of doctrine. It is that, but this body of doctrine is not given just to inform us intellectually. Paul makes this clear by two phrases he adds in verses 13 and 14: "Hold to the standard of sound teaching... in the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus" (v. 13); and "Guard the good treasure... with the help of the Holy Spirit living in us" (v. 14). Paul is talking about the body of truth that he taught in the Church and the way of life he both modeled and taught. I used to work in the home office of a mission organization. The business manager was a man who'd been trained at Wharton; he'd spent most of his adult life in the business world, then he had joined this mission. He was very conservative theologically; he was concerned to always fellowship in "Bible-believing churches" that were rooted in God's Word. But in the office, he was critical, unkind to co-workers, autocratic and overbearing. One man who'd known him in church before he came to work for him was shocked at the difference. This man was concerned about holding to "the standard of sound teaching," but he hadn't allowed that teaching to affect the way he treated other people in the workplace. Paul is saying that these things need to be kept together. Timothy has heard Paul's teaching and he's seen Paul embody a lifestyle consistent with that teaching. Now that Paul's near the end of his life, he reminds Timothy to do the same, not by the power of his own determination but "with the help of the Holy Spirit living in us."

In verse 15, Paul shows that this danger isn't just something he dreamed up. When we're in difficulty, as Paul is at this point, our perception can become clouded. We can imagine that everyone is against us and that things are worse than they really are. We can overstate the danger and become paranoid. After Elijah had his great moment at Mt. Carmel, he fled from Jezebel because she threatened to kill him. And when he was praying about his situation, he told the Lord, "I'm the only one left, and now they are seeking to kill me." But God corrected him: "I have kept 7,000 for myself who have now bowed the knee to Baal; you're not the only one." Elijah's perception had become clouded. He'd lost his sense of perspective.

But that's not the problem with Paul. He says, in verse 15: "You are aware that all who are in Asia have turned away from me, including Phygelus and Hermogenes." Many of his co-workers are deserting him at this point. The question is, why have they deserted him? Barnabas, years before, had separated from Paul over a disagreement. But Barnabas had continued to faithfully preach the gospel. Paul was difficult to work with, I suspect. But something different is going on here. Remember what Paul is emphasizing throughout this section: he begins with "Do not be ashamed... of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner, but join with me in suffering for the gospel, relying on the power of God" (v. 8). And we can see that he still has this in mind by what he says a little later, about Onesiphorus: "he was not ashamed of my chains." He's contrasting Onesiphorus with these others from Asia, because they did the very thing he's been warning Timothy about: they turned away from Paul because they were ashamed of his suffering. But they weren't only ashamed of Paul; they were also showing that they were ashamed of the Lord Himself: "Do not be ashamed... of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner." They were ashamed of Paul, not as a person, but as a "prisoner of the Lord." They had stayed with him until he was thrown in prison, then they left.

It's not that they were embarrassed to be associated with him because of some defect in his personality. William Barclay has a good description of what was going on: "When Paul was imprisoned his friends abandoned him – most likely out of fear. The Romans would never have proceeded against him on a purely religious charge; the Jews must have persuaded them that he was a dangerous troublemaker and disturber of the public peace. There can be no doubt that in the end Paul would be held on a political charge. To be a friend of a man like that was dangerous; and in his hour of need his friends from Asia abandoned him because they were afraid for their own safety" (The Letters to Timothy, Titus, and Philemon, p. 155). They were afraid for their safety and were unwilling to "join with [Paul] in suffering for the gospel, relying on the power of God."

Then, in verses 16-18, Paul encourages Timothy with a positive example. He's saying, "yes, there are these who've turned away in fear, but look at Onesiphorus; he exemplified the very things I've been talking about." It seems likely, from the language Paul is using, that Onesiphorus has died: "May the Lord grant mercy to the household of Onesiphorus," followed by references to him in the past tense." In v. 18, Paul says, "may the Lord grant that he will find mercy from the Lord on that day." He seems to be speaking here about someone who's no longer living.

Onesiphorus had taken a considerable risk in seeking out Paul. All these others from Asia had departed in fear, but Onesiphorus "searched hard for me until he found me." This would have put him in danger, asking questions about a convicted criminal (especially one who, very likely, was held on a political charge). He "wasn't ashamed of [Paul's] chains." Then, when he found Paul, he "often refreshed" him. But that seems to have been a consistent pattern in his life, because Paul goes on to say, "You know very well in how many ways he helped me in Ephesus." Onesiphorus modeled the things Paul is concerned about in these verses, so Paul encourages Timothy by pointing to his example. The author of Hebrews, writing to people who were suffering and who were tempted to turn away, said: "Remember your leaders, those who spoke the word of God to you; consider the outcome of their way of life [these also seem to be people who've already died], and imitate their faith" (13:7). When we're in difficulties, it's helpful to think about others who've faced similar things and who have persevered in faith.

There are some who question whether Onesiphorus was dead, and it is true that Paul doesn't come right out and say that he is. His language sounds that way, and most of the commentators I consulted believe he was dead at the time of Paul's writing. The main problem is in verse 18: "May the Lord grant that he will find mercy from the Lord on that day!" If Onesiphorus is dead, it sounds like Paul is offering up prayers for the dead. We don't have time to go into this in detail, but it doesn't seem to be a terribly serious problem. Surely it's appropriate to express such wishes in God's presence, whether a person is living or dead: "May the Lord grant that he will find mercy from the Lord on that day" (he's looking forward here to the future day of Judgment). William Barclay's comments are helpful: "This is a subject on which there has been long and bitter dispute; but this one thing we can and must say – if we love a person with all our hearts, and if the remembrance of that person is never absent from our minds and memories, then, whatever the intellect of the theologian may say about it, the instinct of the heart is to remember such a one in prayer, whether he is in this or in any other world" (p. 157). Paul is grateful for the memory of Onesiphorus, so he lifts him up in God's presence. We don't need to sort out all the theological questions connected with this; we're free to bring those we love – living or dead – into God's presence in prayer. We don't need to feel theologically bound to exclude from our prayers those who've passed out of this life. "May the Lord grant that [they] will find mercy from the Lord on that day."

So Paul's message to Timothy, in this first chapter, is "do not be ashamed... of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner, but join with me in suffering for the gospel, relying on the power of God." Part of that involves holding firmly to the body of truth he received from Paul the apostle and living in the light of that truth. Satan's goal is not just to embarrass him or make him feel stupid and foolish; Satan's goal is to destroy him, and in destroying him to also destroy the faith of those under his spiritual care. Satan wants to make him ashamed of the gospel, so that he'll tamper with it and make it into something more palatable, something less offensive to sinful, rebellious people (and also, something different from the true gospel). Timothy needs to be aware of the danger, and he needs to exercise diligent care, relying on the power of the Holy Spirit.

We don't live in the Roman empire, as Timothy did, but we still live in a world that, by its very nature, is hostile to the message of the gospel of Jesus Christ. We still live with the temptation to be intimidated and to begin twisting the gospel into something more consistent with what we (and others) want. How do we resist that temptation? 1) By reminding ourselves often that the gospel doesn't belong to us. It's something we received. We've been entrusted with a precious treasure. Our business, in the Church, is to be faithful stewards of this message we've received. 2) By seeking to order our lives in obedience to the gospel. Disobedience to the truth is just as serious as refusal to believe the truth. It's not insignificant that in the book of Acts, Christianity is referred to as the Way: "Meanwhile Saul... asked... for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any who belonged to the Way... he might bring them bound to Jerusalem" (9:1-2). Christianity is not just a content of belief; it's a way of life. Faithfulness to the gospel includes holding firmly to the doctrines we've received and ordering our lives in the pattern revealed in the New Testament. 3) Look for negative examples and learn from them. Take note of those who've fallen away and ask, "how can I avoid falling into the same trap? Are there things in my life that, over time, will lead me in the same direction?" 4) Look for positive examples to follow. We need more than biblical principles to learn how to live a Christian life. We need to see the gospel embodied, or incarnated, in the lives of real people. Spend time with people like that; read biographies of godly people; spend time meditating on some of the great examples in Scripture. If your immediate response is, "I don't want to do that sort of thing," recognize that as the sin of sloth, repent of it, and stir yourself to obedience.

J.I. Packer, near the beginning of his book, Knowing God, says this: "I walked in the sunshine with a scholar who had effectively forfeited his prospects of academic advancement by clashing with church dignitaries over the gospel of grace. ‘But it doesn't matter,' he said at length, ‘for I've known God and they haven't.'" Obedience to the truth had cost him something. Those who commit their lives to the gospel, who seek to be faithful stewards of this treasure, do not look back with regrets, even when faithfulness to God results in great personal cost. Paul is writing this letter very near the end of his life, and he's saying to Timothy, "it's worth it to keep going; do everything within your power to hold firmly to the gospel of grace, but do it all looking to the Holy Spirit for strength; don't be ashamed or intimidated by the sufferings I'm enduring." Those who make it their aim to be faithful to God in both thought and action, and who persist in this till the end of their lives, don't get to the end with regrets. They're able to say, as Paul says near the end of this letter, "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. From now on there is reserved for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will give me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have longed for his appearing" (4:6-7). May God grant us grace to hold firmly to the unspeakable treasure He's given us.